wah,so long nvr blog le...haha at least 1 week leow so busy these few days wif tournerment not enough time to cope.. want to die leow... hais..want to give up larh.. gone...everything is gone just like tat theres no turning bac and restart everything.. wat is done is done.. out of the top 8... no more nationals.. everything feels so wrong.... trained so hard this year.... wanted to go futher.. but now all hope is lost.. sorry for not leading the team properly.. its my fault,none of urs... once again,sorry to all bmt c boys... let u down....